Live Loudly Or Die Quietly

Hey...I'm at Singapore!

2010-08-21T13:15:00.000-07:00

i guess after so long...since the last post in may...i finally brought myself to blog back..i guess i got a lot to catch after this...like how i told u..i'm still in SG...few more days here and i'll be back...

i'll explain more after this peeps...sabar~!!!

i'm not dead yet..the superstar is still around!

more to come soon....very soon....

Now I'm Talkin....

2010-05-29T18:46:00.000-07:00

its almost june and i guess i rest enough...gotta start all over again this time.....

Currently is at Genting with the family...after so many years a holiday with them even my dad was surprised tat i can make it....its bright and early morning and i'm gonna bring the twins and Yana to Theme Park later on....

after this....this blog is gonna have an attack of my own.......huge one.......

Miss Me YEt?????!?!?!?!?

Mayhem Falls....

2010-03-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

Here goes....a series of untold stories...well...half of it....this is wut i've been up too...

Nokia X6 Launch @ Bkt Kiara Equestrian........

it was pretty much a last min thing as i saw ads in newspaper saying new Nokia X6 only Rm66, the catch is....u have to get drawn to get the price...i was thinkin, since i got nth to do tat time, might as well jus go, i wanted to go not cause of the launch instead, for Khalil Fong, which i love to hear him sing cause he never did any concert near.....but coming soon he is and maybe i'll be doing it...hahah!

so i went with Ah Sun as she oso wana hear him sing.....we went there and it was a lot of ppl waiting, usually when this happens...i'm used to being inside the event place doing nth while waiting for the show to start...this time, i was the one who was standing outside with the crowd....and we both look old....mostly cause all the fans of Boys Like Girls are....young ppl....went in an hour later to find out tat the coupon (the one tat gives u rm66) has gone out...so we stayed for the show...met a few working frens of mine, talk shit and got laughed at lining up to go in...stupid rite? if it not wasn't for the phone..HMPF!

i'll say the lineup of artist is pretty amazing, they have Dj Blink and Desire for opening, Aizat singing after...then Khalil Fong time, i was amazed on how he could sing, like how i heard over at Singapore while my fren called at his concert, he sound exactly the same and is even better live....i love it....and Boys Like Girls go on stage, wasn't really much of a fan, all i know i had a mission to do, after i done it, i went off....

Ah Sun & Me

Chap Goh Meh @ Tien Hou Temple.....

at the end of CNY i did Chap Goh Meh at Tien Hou Temple, i mean, where else can i be since my boss is a good fren and charity person for this temple..nth much to say it jus has been a boring CNY like i said at my previous post....

wut i like about it was i saw Lion Dance smack in front of me....which i love.....

Champions!

somewhere in the middle...i made a comeback to putrajaya after few months they issued me a memo saying tat i was banned from going there...

FYI, for u guys who dunno anything, few months back, there was a memo from prime minister's office saying tat i was sort of "unwanted" to be there working, since my company is the panel Sound and Lighthing rental for Putrajaya Convention, it means tat i can't be seen around putrajaya....the reason, which stated in the memo, "....the image of malaysia is reflected by how our people look, which one of your crew shows otherwise"....

when i hear it i was like, this is fucking discrimination, jus because we have tattoos or piercings doesn't mean tat we killed ppl u know....its the malaysian mentality tat made an image to show for the world...not the looks...dumbass goverment ppl....

...back to where i said, of course when i went there, it was because of short of ppl, my boss understd how i felt and he too feels the same way, so theres no prob at all appearing there....

Ah Long Focusin with Me on top, 30 feet plus maybe?!?!?

Wong Tze Wah Talk Show @ Genting, March 6th....

its been quite sometime i din went in arena of stars, since there is a few stuffs only...so went up on 5th, setup a lil then off, ah Wei did all the programming and we went off quite early...

had a few drinks at safari tat nite and met a lot of ppl which happens to be there all of the sudden, some of them came to see the show itself, but some jus went up for the breeze, i'm like a celebrity there, walk around got ppl call my name....damn paiseh....

i wonder...how good this guy would be since i only know him doing movies and of course in the movies he is funny....

showtime starts and i was luaghing all the way...he is funny, entertaining and annoying, tat is wut makes the whole crowd won't feel bored.....it change my mind tat one person can be funny doing standups then jus reading the script....definately a good show to watch....

and recently.....

Placebo Concert @ KL Live....

the much anticipated concert so far is here, i hear the news beginning of the year, and we were lucky enough to be landed this job, as how much KL Live Centre can fit, there isn't much to do so its an easy job, all we have to do is sit and jus enjoy the show, Marxhe was there, she text me saying tat she saw my company logo and thinkin whther i'll be doing it or not, she came by and see me and its been a while really i din see her since back then i was still with Ernest.....never did change tat much 2 years........

i was at the sidestage all the time, the crowd was crazy even b4 the show starts...i never really did hear their songs all of them, but when they start, i never did stop to listen to them sing....they're really good, the main vocalist use 16 guitars for all their 20 songs performance, talk about crazy....1 songs 1 guitar.....the band stuff was done by their own tech....so everything was pretty organised....

i enjoyed this show really....worth wut i sweat for all this while...

Yesterday was Earth Hour Day and i was doing an event at Lot 10 Rooftop for Earth Hour....
i'm proud of being apart of the event....as i support on giving our future a good one...why not save now right? but as 8.30pm struck, all i see is my side, KLCC and KL Tower tat shuts off lights, the others all, was pretty much a disappointment, as i stand there looking out, areas around Bkt Bintang is being ignorant, i wonder if the world doesn't mean anything to them.....

i jus stop and stared....angry of course, but i can't do much of a thing....

the performance at the event at my side was a good one as well, a lof of acoustic artist tat made my tired day worth while...even the kids who did a wayang kulit show tat urge ppl to start saving....

of course wayang kulit was suppose to be shadow but hey, this is wut backstage all about.....

life is pretty much been good to me....i have an understding gf tat i could called mine...i went out with her to Putrajaya Balloon Festival and watch fireworks 2gether....

pics taken by baby

but b4 tat, Ah Toh got married on the 10th of March, and as a brother of mine, i did a lot of thing to help him ease off his stuffs....ran around running weddins stuffs....

i stop and got myself a haircut b4 tat big day and i look great as usual!!!

a day b4 the big day...went up to genting as the driver...for ah Ling's family, they never went up b4 so might as well jus bring them up there...oh..Ah Ling is Ah Toh's Wife.....bie wanted to go so i bring her up there as well, and we paktor around......

bie looking at bie hersef on FB

for the past few months bie had kept on asking me whether i'll be workin on my big day...and as usual i wouldn't know whther i'll be working on tat day, as far as i know placebo was the closest one but it ended 2 days b4 my day oso...so i wouldn't know still....the thing is...i jus dun give hope anymore....

was suppose to be a huge party on the 19th, 20th and 21st....as i guess all of u guys knows....i booked a huge place for us to party 3 days straight...a celebration with march babies...me and a few others....i've done all the sound and lighting things and all...which again turn out to be a disappointment cause few frens whom i'm suppose to celebrate with last min pull out due to some personal probs.....

i so wana make one huge one work as how much ppl i know, they dun tend to plan anything for me as well...

so its back to a normal one.....

i already see it coming since baby told me tat she loves to plans stuff and i'll say....being an expert digger.....i know how to dig secrets no matter how much u'll hide it...especially its my gf.....

i went to work as normal tat early morning, had a great lunch with my frens at secret recipe nearby my office....been sometime i never saw them already.....then off work went to Seoul Garden to eat with my family, baby joined us too......after dinner went back.....she surprise me with the cake she made herself....and 3 small ones sings me a birthday song.....which i dunno how to react since i never expected anything......i love the cake....i can never get myself to bake for anyone anymore.....but she....made and effort to do tat cake......which really it made my day......

sometimes normal is a good thing as well, rather than u expect big things to happen which will never happen and it disappoints u....

the cake

baby Yana @ Seoul Garden

the one who made my day...

there is no one so far did smth for me like you did......and for tat....i love u....

wedding pics and such next.....i'm really happy for my brother as well.....lets jus hope this one works out...

"for more history to come, no matter wut i'm not going anywhere babe"

Beware...

2010-03-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

Get Ready for a full blast on updates....

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...........ah~!!! 2moro la.....

this i promise u guys..........its gonna be a long and painfull to read.....

Its Been 1 Month???

2010-03-01T07:54:00.000-08:00

without noticing...its been 1 month already...
time felt so short..but yet it felt we've been 2gether for so long....
for wut we both been gone thru....at least we both know wuts in front of us....
i'll bare with u...i'll be here...and u'll always be at the same place where i put u....

Happy 1 Month Baby.....

P/S : For u (the new header)...tats wut i'm stressing on now la if u know...and the surprise....

SomeTime Last Year...I Was...

2010-02-20T21:14:00.000-08:00

actually...we....there are times when we're too bored at store and we utilise wtv things for us to entertain outselves.....we happen to have a picture frame...and wut else? we took pics with it...

enjoy.....

ah Yeow....

Botak....

Ah Long...

Family Potrait Style....

Then......my turn............

i know i look good dun need to comment on this...................

Currently : at home doing nth arranging my stuff in my room, laptop and going for a swim later on, i guess CNY put me on some weight..i know its a good thing but i dun feel good about it....

Yesterday : went out with Bie to watch movie, as usual, Pavillion was pain in the ass with their parking system, and i will never go back there to watch late nites cause going to parking lot will be one hassle...apart from not getting any tickets to watch WTV movie.........was pissed at them....but bie mistaken tat i'm angry at her......so kept on being quiet... We manage to watch movie at Times Sq oso.....Percy Jackson turned out to be a good movie afterall....i ended my nite with issue between us, i guess we worked somethings out......

Upcoming Events : still unknown.....wut i heard was astro show is coming on soon? its going to be a long year again....but hey...theres too much things unexpected and i'm still waiting....

Bie, i'm sorry i'm being unreasonable, but ur doing one thing i dun like......no more next time ok?

All About CNY and Challenges...

2010-02-18T00:56:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FATT CHAI EVERYONE!!! i hope the year of the tiger is good so far...i know its been good start for me....

as every year in my family...i consider CNY as a "business" or some sort (considering tat i have a HUGE family) so i won't missed it for the whole world...but i might say this year has been really....not...as happening as it is....one things for sure...i din go on Lion Dance hunting....the other thing is not everyone comes back...and some went back early....it has become a very normal feeling CNY....

everyone kept on asking me "where is ur gf?" all i answered was "she's at her hometown...u'll see her sooner or later". I think this question circulates around from the aunties and uncles, till the cousins, newphews and niece even the family's fren whom some i have no idea wut name of...all i can answer is she is not here...one cousin even ask me, "eh 2day valentine's day woooooooo...din buy anything for gf?" i'll say...its kinda bad luck tat both special day falls at the same time...and as i explain to my darling saying tat i'm a family type of person, i rather she spends time with her family on the special day more than anything else as i am liddat....she understds....though she din insist tat she wana spend the special day with me, but we both know....and i'm happy tat we know as well....

CNY was also pretty much important day for us both as well, the one i'm especially nervous on is meeting her parents....

i mean one thing i'm nervous on is with how i am as a person physically can really sends the wrong message to other ppl, jus like how the goverment ppl at putrajaya discriminate me and i quote [in tat memo directly from the PM's Office] "...the physical image of the person stated above is sending out the wrong message to the people whether is to Malaysian or Non-Malaysian"...this matter is sent to my office i think sometime months ago and for tat i can't step foot in Putrajaya anymore....not tat i don't like it there but the ppl don't like how i look tat sends the wrong message to other ppl? i mean..WAT MESSAGE???!?!?!?...therefore, i like being how i am.. and how i look doesn't affect the way i work or talk to ppl...more or less, i'm way much better than anyone else u can see on the streets whther commucating socially and behaviour...but jus because of the physical look they judge u and i always think its unfair....jus because we have piercing and tattoos doesn't mean we kill ppl.....

and overall tat contribute to wut i fear off....baby did mention to me and asked me whether i would take off my piercing if i see my dad, my 1st reaction was...of course not..how i am is how i am....can't change anything at all cause i dun wanted to change....she was ok with it as well, but on 2nd thought, i told her i might take it off as well, cause i fear tat wut is happening when i really see them...as how the old ones doesn't accept how i look back then...it might happen again....it took me quite sometime to change their mind.....

so i went up to her hometown on the 2nd day nite and met her mum and her family, i can say eventhough i din talk much, i can see how much they dun mind how i look and all as i still have my piercing on tat time.....i stayed and played cards till 3 am + in the morning and luck was on my side tat nite as well, i am happy....mainly cause its ok with her mum, she was glad and i was too....went back to my place early 3rd day of CNY cause i need to help out...

she was nervous as well as she never really talked with my mum and from then and tat time, she kept on complainin to me saying tat she sked tat my mum doesn't like her....and thruout the whole day, she handled it pretty well and even without notice...my parents actually gave an early green light, especially the ever so difficult mum....i told her, "die lo...i cannot run ade..." and wut i meant was as how much i wanted her to be accepted in my heart...i was her to be accepted by my family as well.....in return she wans me to be the same as well.....

it was a whole day open hse on the 3rd day, as usual...theres never half day or wut in my hse as food is always surprising at home....baby helps out wtv she could and i do the usual stuff since i dun like to cook like last time....at nite my dad ask me and my gf to come along and we went all the way to kajang to get satay...we manage to snap a few pics on the way....

Starring.......

the Lanci Faced Girl...

The Killer...

i like this one personally....

went back and enjoy the rest of the nite...

the plan tat day was we have to go back to bentong tat very same day at 3 am, but for some strange reason we both slept till 6 am in the morning, i guess its pretty comfortable sleeping in each other's arms....reach bentong around 7 or 8 plus and went to take a nap a while...

woke up at 10am plus and baby and his father was arguing over coming back late last nite....i was still in the toilet and i overheard the whole thing...i never met the father yet but tat he was so fired up, my hands were shaking even b4 i met him, so my 1st reaction was to take off my piercing, went out and only answered the question he asked...more or less...i felt guilty about wut he scolded baby, i guess i was the root of the problem, if only we wake up early, then this wouldn't happen....but i guess tat incident makes a bad impression on the father.....

i say its pretty much a hard climb oso...

we went out slightly after tat to Chamang waterfall, i always love water....especially in these hot days....din swim there but jus dip for a while..and snap a few pics....

the mutated and beautiful weird kinda dragonfly....

Her face like saw fish liddat....

i wanted to swim so much, i thought of going to Batang Kali's Waterfall as well..so we went there and reach there around 3 pm smth, darling swam with me as well, and she loved the place like how i love the place.....i told her "lets make a deal, we shall go and search for all the waterfalls in msia"...she said "ok..." and i smiled......

on the way back to bentong, its pretty much jammed up going back to kl, so i decided to stayed there another nite...but i dun wan to stay at the father's there so i stayed at a hotel instead, i dunno wut happen when baby went back, but apparently, wut i feared happen is happening, and she felt how i feel about my physical looks....she got so pissed off why her dad and his family disagree and saying tat we won't last....she came by and i comforted her anyway i could cause its one thing she never experienced and she was crying & heartbroken hearing all the things they said about me, like how last time i took it from my own family and family members....it took me sometime to change their mind, and i'm hoping to do the same too, like i said i wanted to be accepted by her family as well....i jus hope baby strong enough to just bare with it like how i am....

baby...theres a lot of things we still need to go thru, be strong ok? i'm not going anywhere, i'm not like one of ur ex-es, i'm different...theres nth i cannot change, the only thing i cannot change ever is how i feel about u....ur never a burden to me and i'm really happy tat u are happy fact tat my mum sayang u.....

in a way...i'm jealous...HAHAHHAHAHA...she never peel me prawn and let me eat...NEVER!!!!

last but not least, some new pics of me b4 new year.....gah...nth change.....

i'm still as HOT I AM rite now...OH YEA!!!!

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going out for a movie with baby later......

"for as how much i dreamt about it, this is how it should be and i'm loving every seconds of it being close to u...."

CNY UPdates.....

2010-02-13T03:50:00.000-08:00

Before anything else...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! its been a very bad year last year..hope this year will be better than 2moro.....

bare with me...this is going to be a long long post....believe it or not....its long cause it took me a while to figure out wut to blog about, then its a long post as well....
about 2 post back..i ended my post by saying, i needed a time out....

to be specific....it was about my life and my work as well, theres far too much disappointment and heartache invlove...

lets jus start with my work...
its been 2 years tat i have been with S.E.S, more or less, my existance in the company helped...but in a way, i worked too much till i gave up, it maybe somewhere in the middle tat the company have management and rules change tat made me working nonstop...all this while i dun mind working hard...but up till a point where i'm working till it affected my own life and making me feel tired, tats where it gets me.....

the problem is with this company is their own ppl, my colleague, yes....although they all are all so wonderfull person, but when it comes to smth tat will get scold from boss or have to take responsible of...everyone backs down and i'm the only one who gets it....my idea of working in an event is, everone involve, it don't matter who do wat and wat needs to be done....its automatic...jus like how it used to be last time when i was freelancing....but now....when it comes to heights, my name always pops up, and since lighting means climbing more, means everytime when theres a prob, i'm the one tat always been told......i love heights, but wut about other ppl then? i did too much till i myself very tired......

it wasn't suppose to be like this...wut breaks me is when i was doing GrassHopper's Concert, and one of the freelancer is the one who is same generation with me of freelancer....i remember how we used to work and dun mind how hard it is....even more harder than wut i'm doing now and we stil laugh about it....but it turns out everything change so much since i left freelancing till the ones i work with also changed....one concert like this....can make him complain tat the work is so hard...i remember i kept on hearing hearing their complains till on the 4th day of the day....i pulled my fren out and started scolding him.....it was so heartache till my tears starts to come out.....the only thing is i can't believe wut is happening rite now....one thing i have passion of and believing tat things will be the same is all wrong...i scold him till a point where i'm lazy to work anymore....more or less tat really broke my spirit....

i'm gonna find a way for myself not to be this way..... i'm changing the whole thing like how i used to do when i 1st started...this i swear.....i'm gonna change the whole thing again...i might even leave the company if this still continue, there is so many demand for me and shows to do overseas, but because there is some complications...lets jus stay a while and i'll see how.....

some GrassHopper's Concert Pic.........really some.......

a view from the side stage...

tats wut bothers me recently...theres a lot of upcoming concerts to do after this CNY...will be very very bz again....

now lets talk about my life....

work has pretty much occupied my whole time, but still somewhere in the middle, i try to balance it out between it....

love life...has been pretty much interesting ride for me......somwhere between there and now, theres few more wrong try....i dunno whether its me...or its the girls prob, i kept on getting dumped....after Lilian, i gave few a try but still din work out....up till one day i was talking to someone whom i added sometime ago but never got the chance to chat with each other...

Her name was Jessie Yap, my first impression of her was more or less neutral, but wut makes her stands out is her personalities and how much it never gets bored, even if it means tat i pijak her all the time....most importantly, she listens...even as a fren then, she's a very understding and caring person as well....like i always like to say, every girl is different, she is one person i never known to exist....all the thing i imagine for me to be happy.... it struck me right in the middle and tat wut made me go for her.....

it took me sometime to figure out wut and how as she is one person who likes ppl to guess, giving these hint and such....till one day we were watching Saw at my home...i asked her a simple question then it turn out to be yes already, i din get the hint after few secs....

wut we have in common was wut she wanted in a relationship and its exactly the same as me....simple stuffs and her love life was pretty much didn't get appreciated by the guys tat have been with her....i tend to change tat.....tats wut makes me from like to heart to love.....i never thought it struck me back, but yes...i do love her.....i can see she does as well cause she wanted to know more and more about me each day, reading all my blog post and it made her understd a bit more each and every day.....i finished reading her blog yesterday and i understd a bit as well......

for all those lesson i learn, i learn very well not to let go of something i'm sure off, i wan her to feel tat i'm different than the other guys he knows and the ones tat has been with her....this i'm very sure....its been 2 weeks plus we've been 2gether and it felt like its long time already.....yes...i'm very happy as well....

♥

Baby u never notice....but how fragile u are...i am as fragile as well....lets jus not break each other shall we? i love u.....

this is how we are and this is how it should be in my dream......

more updates very soon....

My New Years Day

2010-01-10T07:48:00.000-08:00

i know its a lil bit late already but hey ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

...its going to be a new and better year for me i hope and for u guys out there...although up to date now...i'm trying very hard to cope with wtv probs i'm having, with work, with frens and all...i'm trying to balance it all (including blogging) in between and hopefully i won't be like last time tat bz anymore..things has really taken a toll on me for quite sometime and i'm getting sick of it...

for example....while u guys are staying at home or out yum-cha-ing with frens plannin for wuts coming up for new years eve, either to drink or to party somewhere....I!!! on the other hand was bz setting up for the rave party at One Utama....of course.....i'm a lil bit pissed tat i din get to do things like normal ppl anymore...well wut to do....i love this job...and wut i can do is jus cheer myself up by messing around......

i know...there are times...i really look like a DJ...the pics below is taken while i'm doing soundchecks and i'm playing for almost an hour....

the subs were too heavy cause it was in a carpark.....my fren can't get a good shot of me whereelse all pics are shaky enough.....

new years eve i wasn't really there at One Utama, instead i was at PJ Hilton's Uncle Chilli's and i'm glad i'm there...although its a small place, ppl from top to bottom are pretty nice to us working there....had a few drinks and i'll say, its quite an enjoying new year celebr8tion....the place is nice as well, i'm so gonna go back jus to chill there.....

i'm a person who thinks a lot even if theres a small things going on.....tats the worst part of being me....gah...who cares rite? "things will go fine Andrew" or " ur thinking too much"...they say...

well i'll say, its not going to end jus yet, until i myself gao tim it with my own effort....u guys must be wondering wut am i talking about....i can only mention its about my life, my work and wut i am as a person...

new year resolution...heres one....to take more pics like this in the future....everywhere i go...whenever i got chance....i'll capture the moment where i lift my feet up and jus smile....

wuhuuuu~jumps for 2010

by far i can only get this done...the others....well....soon i guess....

paintball session is up next....now i realise i got loads to post but i din....

Where Did I Stopped and Why?

2009-12-27T10:39:00.000-08:00

the last i blog was about me goin off to ipoh for a short trip..

well...nth much about it...but wuts b4 it...i stacked it up for a sum of photo madness here...

i went to Penang b4 this for an astro show called Hua Hee Karaoke...its actually a karaoke competition for hokkiens...and being a person who knows a lil bit and dunno a lil bit...listening to those ppl sing is actually pretty fun thing...i kept on laughing and laughing as they sing...it was pretty a hectic week there...as we have to endure rain and all...but i manage to fool around a lil...

en Route to Penang

the Event

the 2 statue...

this is how hard we work..

the stage...

one things for sure...i always like to capture things around...i never realise the use of autofocus until tat day...i let the pics tell u guys wut am i talking about.....

who says camera phone can't capture things like this ?

one for the road..then i'm off....

as we all know it was pretty much a wet season all over...my concern is jus the next show we're doing...which is Alan Tam and Hacken Lee's Concert...its been a while for us not to touch chinese concerts no more cause of the politics tat is running around everywhere...but we got this show outta face giving to my boss apparently....but no matter...i always love big things...and in a long time...this next show was pretty much a challenge...of weather and endureness....

the stage....

i was so bz...thruout the whole setup i was the one tat climbs the most...and arrange the most...i'm not comaplining but this 2 pics taken by my fren [above] was the only 2 pics have...and yes i was doing homework.....who says its easy to layan hong kong lighting programmers?

the crowds....

showtime...

and to show off my newly discover skill..

slightly after tat...High School Musical....

"nice Kitty"

it always good to be home in theater as i always love theater shows....especially working in Convention Centre where i used to call my 2nd home....

let us pause a bit and go off from wut i'm working on and focus on me...

yes i have been missing a while and a lot have been happening...met someone new and yet it turn out to be a disaster...cause of the hectic schedule, i can't cheer myself up no matter how much i wan too...but when i have it....i grab it and try to put me back where i am...it works...but for a while....lets jus let the pic do the talking...

Karaoke session after work....

shopping day with my best budd (i was napping)

a KO/Trancy nite out with Jen

a crazy nite out with Sun Kiew...

i need not much to say cause i'm lucky to have frens like them...they're always there to cheer me up whenever i'm not....

so back to work....did a setup at YTL's hse...yes...the famous YTL bosses hse for some...i dunno whose bday party...and i'll say..his hse was the bomb!! all the electronic stuffs and all...i wish my hse was like his...

the monkeys in his garden, See, Hear and Speak no Evil....

almost the same time last year...i was at JB doing an Indian Dance competition called AATAM...this year is the same thing as well...but...i'm in kl....

last year's...

as how much is it exciting to watch (yes its very interesting actually)...this year turn out to be a disappointment...cause the crowds is not like the ones in JB and Penang...we were all shocked when i think almost 500 ppl only turn up to watch instead of thousands in BKT Jalil indoor stadium....wut a support eh?

but the same thing like 3 years i followed this show...we all work like shit...especially me....

him as well....

the stage...

and a lil of me...and new shades

it has been a pretty much tiring and exhausting times for me..my body and my mind as well...all i need is jus some time out from things now...i jus never thought so many things cramp into one can cause me to give up on smth i never thought i'll give up on...

more on the coming post...VERY SOON!!!

as I was Saying....

2009-12-06T02:45:00.000-08:00

i'm Off to Ipoh for a roadtrip...somewhere in the middle of it...i'll update u guys...

its been too much for me to handle this few months...

back into partying mood =)

OH!!! M.I.A really..

2009-11-05T05:21:00.001-08:00

i know its not smth new....but i'm gonna be missing in action in a few...and by the way..PENANG!!! here i come.....really i'm gonna find some place to blog when i'm there.....

i'm sure its nth new as well...but then...i'm botak...again.....

i welcome a new life...back to where i am to square one...

love u guys loads...will have more catching up to do when i'm back......

Recently...

2009-10-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

its been quite a hectic das ever since my last post...slightly after far i've been doing a Yamaha's Drum and guitar showcase up at Sunway Pyramid Orange Concourse, for those who saw me....i thank you for coming to see me, though u guys have to belanja me makan..ahhaha...and i was the DJ for 3 straight days....

the coolest electric guitar i ever seen...

after tat week, we went up to the much anticipated Genting show, which is Miss Astro Pageant...

to be REALLY honest alright? i am there jus for the cold times and environment...nth else... really...and the job this time there is as cold as the ones i had last month which i might say, lucky the 2nd time?

there isn't much issue about the show...it was noted as the most ppl attend to Astro pageant ever in the history of pageant in Astro...probably it was jus be cause the contestant this year is better than last year...but as i hear them going thru the session after session, other than the swimsuit part...the others all also LOSE!!! they make themselves look like brainless on stage....which me and my crew we laugh at how they answer the questions...

...its jus tat there was one point at rehearsal tat our Power Distribution Box caught in flames backstage...the worst part is, we were really far away when tat happened...all i remembered tat i saw flames and i thought "eh...fire wor....." i was saying tat calmly....for a few secs then i start to panic and run towards it....and save wtv things i can...we all of us ran as hard as we can....shuts everything off and put out the flames....the contestants were there jus staring and we were stunned....

i remembered it was jus last month i laugh at the ppl who is doing the T Music Festival tat caught in flames...din know it happened to us also...the difference between us and them is...

we put out the fire in less than 5 mins...instead of them 20 mins.....
we changed the equipments and got the power back in less than 15 mins..instead of them took them 45 mins...

OH YES!!! WE ARE TAT DAMN GOOD!! bite me...i was the one who reach 1st and put out the flames....

but no matter i loved it there, its been cold and jus nice, except for the day of the showtime, where it was crowded like hell, cause of the festive Deepavali and it didn't end on sunday as well....

i never wanted to leave wo...and also i manage to snap some pics...

the stage

Showtime...

lighting crew...

and yes we were tired afterall

few years ago, at the artist dressing room, i took this.....

and i never left a chance to do the same thing at the same room......this time...i look better eh??

while at genting , i can't help but to notice tat SpeedZone is happening at the Arena itself this 24th...and gosh how i wish i can go this time around, cause at the same time, i'll be at Akon's Concert doing lighting....if u had me choose...i rather go for speedzone, cause its been almost...5 months since the one one i did....

we took time to tear down everything aftershow cause theres no point rushing when its so crowded there, on monday evening, we finished and all of us went back down to kl...but then while working at tat time...i found one of the wonders i can do with my phones...

looks like an old castle eh? with this pic, i wanted to get a camera so badly, maybe the new nikon will do? i can start snappng professionally...hahahaha

Halloween is end of this month lol...i dunno whther i got a chance to party or not...and play dress up...

i needed a party or chillout anyways...its been rough times around and i'm trying to pick up all the pieces....

Yesterday...

2009-10-04T02:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was in our chinese culture i'm sure u all know, MoonCake Festival...actually i know it is, but i dunno wuts the story behind it...all i know its the time of the month where we can eat mooncake, or play lantern....tat is them? but for me...can't we play lantern everyday? its the same thing wut isn't it? besides i dun even eat mooncake...not tat i dun like...but its jus not smth i intend to eat or like some ppl...MUST have...

so as usual with all the holidays or special occasion, i'm working....and for the past 3 weeks...i've been at Thean Hou Temple every sat...including yesterday, 1 time is an Opera Show, the other sat was for my cousin Denise Registration...then yesterday for MoonCake Festival...

The Opera - Hainan Style, u can't undertsd a word of it!

The Chinese Opera show i'll only say one thing...BORING!!! maybe cause of the fact i dun understd a word they're saying cause its in hainan...but if theres any opera out there still alive, i guess the one i did, was by far the most expensive opera there is, cause of the equipments tat they used...

when one of the actors ask me,
Actor : u guys always do big things ah?
Me : yea...mostly huge stuf but never this...
Actor : then the mic i'm using now is....very famous lo hor?
Me : yea...it worked with a lot of ppl...
Actor : who? Nicholas Teo (malaysian singer)
Me : yea...but tats only one of it..the exact mic ur using now is used by Jacky Cheung, George Lam, A-Mei and such..
Actor : arkkk?!!! *stares at the mic*

well so tats how it is....

thruout tat time its been raining cats and dogs...

even the snails comes out for the party...and i'm pretty much wet..but still be able to catch one pic of myself...

then yesterday...was an ok day, apart from waiting long time to start setup but it turn out to be a great day as its the 1st show of this bz-like hell month....

the crowds...

same like every year...my favourite things is there as well...and i'm pretty much a happy boy then....wut coming up next i have no idea, but i'll blog about it later on if i do...or did....

on another note...

to kill u ppl's curiostity, i'll blog about her next....this pic on top is jus a lil preview...

as for how am i? i am doing great, i guess i'm getting a haircut later on...new style maybe...or old ones??? but yes or no...this is the last time i'm gonna look like this...

Updates From Ipoh, In KL

2009-09-27T04:55:00.000-07:00

this is wut happen slightly after we left the wedding dinner...

actualyl i have no idea wut issit all about, but i think its about us bringing back bottles of wines and liquor...it seems like fighting but then i'm sure we were playing around....as i told u last post...i was goned...and i think tat time when i took this pic is the same...

slightly after breakfast, we decided to go to have seafood, the thing is where....as u know we all are KL-iens..which have no idea where to have good seafood and all...until on of the old one amongst us said, Lumut there have...so there we go...to lumut it is...its a good idea as well cause tat time it sure pretty jammed up so use the old road back is a good idea.....so from where we are...its jus a 1 hour plus drive, i'm not the one driving so who cares...hahaha!!!

upon reaching it was so jammed up going to there cause apparently a lot of ppl going to Tioman tat time....we got fed up, we made a short stop on Lumut town itself, just to buy those lil snacks and all.....

wuts wrong with this pic is, not of Fei Chai posing and look cute, but the sign behind it, i wonder how the boss came up with extra 1 hour? and i thought Batu Pahat's Mamak only have 25 jam...

a plane which left a trail on top...

so we turned back and go along the way, Setiawan was our next stop, apparently, the one which the old one eat already closed...so we went to the one next door....ah Pek....seriously, its not recommended to go to this place......i dunno how to picture it, it is seafood alright, but its not nice at all....

notice why we all jus having rice?? because they're slow!!! we were so hungry till when one thing came, its gone in mere secs....we all were so hungry waiting till it happened....thought its not good...

we still manage to cause mayhem......after tat, we went on our way...

it took us....3 hours with all the jams and all to reach kl! its really a good trip, at least it left off my mind a lil bit....but as always..i'm glad to come back...

sunset along the way

Siu Siu the Dog (my fren's)

Updates From Ipoh

2009-09-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

i wonder why i cannot get myself to blog since its been a while i haven't been blogging...actually i still got pending pics on JB itself....well tats old story but still i'll upload for u guys to see later on...

but wut happen yesterday is totally GONED!! i have no idea how much i drink, but then i dun even know how to heck i still upload pic on my FB on the wedding day....which is pretty weird...

tats all...more to come later on...rite now i need breakfast....

i know u guys sure complain when i come back!

Merdeka My Head!

2009-08-31T08:12:00.000-07:00

not tat i don't like merdeka and all, waking up seeing almost lots of ppl online and most of these ppl are not always online at these kinda times, all at the same time, they were online...then i remembered...tat 2day is a public holiday....in my life, there is no such things as public holidays anymore...which one of the thing tat pissed me off but i lived with it for years now..all cause of the love i had for my job...but there are times tat i keep on wondering wut ifs....

worked till late last nite to finish this,

its jus the 1st day, can't see shit yet but at least this time, setting up seems so easy though its so long hours....went to work 2day, and do...mostly small things then came back to the hotel and chill...on the way back to the hotel, i saw my favourite thing...and i bought a lot to eat, even while blogging, i'm still eating this...

without even noticing, i remembered tat my parents were born same year as our nation got her independance....then i realised, my god...i din know my parents were already 52....then i realise another thing...i'm not really TAT young anymore...and so as my parents....i think i should gave them a call, i never did call them when i reach JB...

damn hungry..i SOOOOOOOOOOO wana take the Company's Van and go for a JoyRide and Eat out...

i think i should....now...HEHEHE

Bloggin At JB??

2009-08-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

And u guys thought i got no time to blog, actually...i have..but only a few hours time for R&R b4 the Whole thing starts then i'll only have time to online at nite or on random...

my time in genting was pretty much, a good thing and a bad thing as well, apart from being frustrated over things, while working, there are times where i sit and pause to think, "did i do smth wrong? wut did i do to deserve this"...this apparently happens when i do things to much.....

but it doesn't matter, at least i feel like its holiday time already, at the rite time, Genting was at its coldest, which add the whole trip even more...fun...unbearable to work or to stay outdoor long, but then...i like it this way......i came down very pretty early cause, u know, i gotta come here to JB....here are some pics i took....

One with Botak

its Mist Everywhere!!!

few years back..i took this.....

remembering tat i took tat, i took a new one this year....and from then on, i promise myself to take the same shot evrytime i go there to work, same pose....lets jus see how much differnt i make....

same one...

upon leaving cause we had to go down kl way to early, i went pass by starbucks then bought myself a cup of latte to go....then i thought of camwhoring again.....

i like this one personally...Starbucks should make me their model...

so tat day we came down, gone back to store to pack stuff, then i'm off to Oldtown to plan stuff for the work here in JB, Homework apparently...gaves me headache so much till i had to sit there and do for hours, do till i forgot tat i haven't even gone home and pack.....

the Lighting Plan tat gaves me headache evry show...

so 2day, woke up pretty early as early as 5 am to be on the road...as usual...the driver is me....

i wonder wut is torturing?? the van filled with sleeping ppl or me driving long distance?

i guess one of these days i'm gonna head down to town....sort of...rocking the town up a bit eh? i'm not always here...wut do i have to lose???

...off to work...will blog more on wuts happening...and pics....

i love holidays/work....both at the same time....

Wut About it?

2009-08-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

its been very very depressing week again, even more worst than wut i am last weeks b4..but i guess i can cope with it, been trying to get myself back on track isn't as easy as it sound...soon i guess...at least i try to entertain myself...

wrote by my fren

apparently, i was in JB Batu Pahat last week for Astro show/Hokkien Karaoke, i thought i can change smth, but then it doesn't change a thing, i still feel miserable...but it doesn't matter i guess, once tat someone dun wana do smth about it tat means to them, the other person can't do anything about it as well...rite now all i can do is jus...be myself....

i forgot wut we were amazed about...

me with CityColour

National day is coming soon, i guess tat time i'll still be in Genting for some Hi5 show, i'm no excited for tat show, instead i'm excited tat i can go somewhere to jus to clear my head off, thought i'm still sick, but i insist on going...so public holiday? wut public holiday?? wahahhaa

in the spirit of natinal day...

the following pics is for someone to see....i wonder why this girl dun wana take pics with me.....always like to cover her face....

heheh...though cannot see ur face, u'll show ur face soon....thx for being there though...i really needed it....

WOOOT WOOOTTT... GENTING HERE I COME!!!

and...

Also JB again....my god...it'll be very bz war coming up....

Its Been Miserable Week

2009-08-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

so last week was really a miserable week for me, work and mentally straining...but i took sometime to watch G.I Joe the other day with the old mens...and gosh i might say, the movie is nice, but its so direct from the beginning till the end, which is "i wana catch the bad guys" the end....the villians are pretty....TAOFU....wish they had a better ones, but then it was action all the way...so i give it 6/10...

the pic which i randomly sent to ppl.

for almost 4 years now, i kept on doing this show over and over again, E.Excel's show, though its jus a normal gathering of a direct selling ppl...but i'll say they are one rich ppl when it comes to make a show, although the thousand times rehearsal is a bad thing for me, gah...work is work...evry year is the same there...who gives a shit anyways...

the show i did last week

rite now, next week i'm heading to JB, anyone to belanja me makan in JB later on??

wait..i'm at Batu Pahat Exactly...

OH Stop Already...

2009-08-01T11:38:00.000-07:00

i guess its been almost 2 weeks i've been working nonstop..i never thought i can say this..but STOP ALREADY...i haven't even got one day's rest...but still i have time to mess around a lil bit...

b4 going to work..

the Serious Monitor Man Fei Low (@Astro Star Quest)

while working at putrjaya for Anak Wayang Final....

the sleeping sound Engineer with style....

while at the red carpet...we were so worned out from the weeks work then we sat and jus enjoying the breeze, sights, sounds and all there....i think tats the only time we got our rest....

the Guys...

me with a 30-smth-year-old Boy.....

as for evryone else...they all got their time out on their own...as for me...i haven't been stoppping till now...though my hands were so soar till i can't pick up Evelyn's call earlier jus now...but then i still can click rite??!?!?!? and type a lil bit....

wuts up next? monday going back to Melawati Stadium....here it comes again...

heres a lil sum sum of me...

i really wanted a break

lil Updates

2009-07-26T10:58:00.000-07:00

yes..i'm very much alive...after being so bz all the time till i forgot to take any pics at all or blog...weirdly...

suddenly i wish i had more time for myself...no fear...i will be.... soon....

randomly

Astro Star Quest 2009

jus done this show...and i'm doing another Final, Anak Wayang Final at Putrajaya...its going to be a bz bz month....summo melaka thing after tat..AHAHHA i'm COMING HISTORY LANE...be ready for me...

sigh...i miss her....

Waiting

2009-07-12T02:41:00.000-07:00

...am waiting for bus now at ipoh..

i hate it when other things became the centre of attention

or maybe its my blink-blink headset...
or maybe it was my super red lappy...
or maybe its be....its me..

if its me...then i dun mind really.....

i gotta get copywrite status cause evryone later tiru my style....

who cares...i'm changing style...soon it'll be the new me...i swear...

but for now lets head home..smiling stupidly....i guess this weekend made my day eh bumbum?

Totally RANDOM Punya!!!

2009-07-10T08:39:00.000-07:00

Randomly...

Dad's Glasses, Old School lol...

GenSet for Train?? this is a first time for me to see though, usually see this in concerts i do

Bowling with Sum Mates, Everything is wrong except for Mine

FYI : Programmer Taikk = Yeow, Mr. Ho (my boss's name) = Su Han

Xodus = Your Superstar la who else?!?!?! OBVIOUSLY!!!

At Putrajaya Convention's Smoking Area

A Poster in Yamaha's Office, i wonder who is John & Yoko??

LAST YEAR thank you...i'm thinkin now..should i do back the same hair??? i do look great really

and...2moro, i'm going somewhere to surprise someone....lets jus hope this works...

..AH...Maybe

2009-07-09T10:06:00.000-07:00

Maybe.....

Maybe... theres a possibility tat i'll be going to Kuching or Melaka or Penang to work within this month itself...i wonder why all of the sudden there is a lot of outstation thing to do...

then again...Maybe...i'll be doing FlyFm's Shout Award at bkt jalil next week, for all as i know, there is one Astro show coming up as well...

Maybe, its a sign tat i'm going to be bz...

but Maybe it jus sound bz then evrything got canceled last minute like last time...

Maybe.....things aren't the same anymore, i'm beginning to feel tat i made the wrong decision...

Maybe...i should go back where i started...

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! NOT THIS ONE >.<"

This guy!!!....

gosh..i look innocent back then...

....or Maybe...i'll jus give a surprise to someone this weekend....eheh...lets jus hope this works...

So Much For Bad Luck

2009-07-07T06:59:00.000-07:00

Offially yesterday, consider one of my bad luck-est day cause of 3 things...let me jus elaborate on wut happened one by one...

1st things 1st, i left my office at sometime around 6 smth, and as usual traffic jam since i'm staying so damn fucking far from sg.buloh...so as normal, b4 u guys start assuming tat i drive fast la, i was tailgating la this and tat, no...this lady's van got a problem with her brakes, my guess is she looked at the accident tat took place on the opposite lane...and when she looks in front, she locks her brake and slammed into mine, the impact were so hard till i sprained my own neck...

we got down and tat lady got so shooked up till i had to calm her down for like almost half an hour...

the thing is, she willing to pay for it as we agreed, but when she hears the amount on fixing my car, she got so shocked till she say, " claim my insurance then la"....i'll say fine by me really...either way i'm getting my car fixed...

i guess, after all tat, its a good thing as well cause i can fix my bumper which i planned to fix this week itself, might as well jus fix it in one go rite? summo wana change front bumper to Passo type konon!...yea rite!

2nd thing...there is a huge changes as a newly joined so called Co-ordinator or we like to call him General Manager of our company...the changes are...i'll say good for the company, but heck, not for the ppl who is working in it, to make it short, i wouldn't have free time as much as i do like now...lets jus hope its not tat serious...

we had a meeting and there is so much changes he wanted, WHICH i might say, and i highlight it, concerning about my piercings, he wanted me to take evrything off or else, and i jus reply to him "i wouldn't work being someone i'm not, i'm not taking it off, whether u like it or not, this is wut i am for long, if we can't agree on this then i'll leave, but note this and not to say i'm arrogant, who else can do my things?"

after a few words back and forth, he agree on letting me having my piercings, but when the time really comes then i have to...either to leave or to follow...so we put aside this issue for quite sometime he said..

now i'm starting to regret i made "tat" decision last 2 years ago....as if these 2 things happening isn't bad enough 3rd thing came later tat nite. Me and Evelyn argued over smth, for some reasons i have no idea but only she does..and now i'm being ignored and i'm almost going crazy....

i watched Transformer last sunday with frens, and i'll say it was good, wuts good is the details of the movie, not the storyline...its worth to watch really...

and i took this tat day itself

Baby came down to kl for a short stay as she went to genting trip with her frens, we manage to spend a really short time 2gether and it was wonderfull eventhough its so short...

we have the same piercings...almost...

on the way to dinner..

at Genting

i know the fact tat we are very far apart makes us thinks crazy things at time, i guess wut we argued the other nite, was entirely my fault, it make it sound like i'm not being understding..

fact is i miss u more than anything else in the world....i dun like us to argue and neither do u...deep down inside i love u...and tats the thing i can't deny...

u mean the world to me

i never meant the words i said, cause i din know it'll make it sound like i dun understd u at all...but being as clueless i am, i'll try to figure it out i promise....

rite now i'm jus feeling miserable....this is not my week really....but i'll change things around....lets jus hope i can do tat....

...This Week

2009-06-25T21:16:00.000-07:00

This week, i share 2 things in common with my Evelyn, the first one is the pillow tat i bought to put in my car, for some reason she went and bought almost the same pillow there while she was having her holidays and like she said " she is hugging the pillow thinkin it was me or remembering i was there"....

as for me....i'll say the same thing cause the pillow is always in my car and whenever i drive, i'm hugging the pillow as well...

and evrytime when i stop, the car beside me would stare as in i was a pillow nutcase or weirdo...

i'll say i wouldn't car less, anything tat have to do with her i jus love....

and the 2nd thing is, i jus got my tongue piercing done, as how much i talk funny now as all of u might know and laugh about it, i'm still getting used to it...one things for sure, it felt like i'm eating a candy or sweets tat i can't swallow...

and this piercing makes me hard to eat...i'm starving but cause of the pain and all, i stop eating halfway...ugh, lets jus hope its not tat swell after this few days....

and yes...apart of why i pierce is cause...

yeap...i need not to say more...now we have same piercings, except i got th eyebrow one...hehehhe

off to work....

Moody~

2009-06-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

i guess if i'm really a girl, then i'm the moodiest girl there is....but i'm not...so why am i always moody anyways...as part i am being happy, apart of me are not too...which, pretty weird cause i never felt like this for a very very long time already, i wonder if things tat happened recently made me feel this way...

nono...i can't be like this...where the heck is the "me" tat i am all these while? for some reason it went missing for a while...since i'm getting pissed with evrything and evryone tat comes near...

these few days have been really uneasy days for me i have no idea wut..its like smth bad bound to happen somewhere in the corner, u know...those kinda feelings, i hope nth bad happens though...if so...might as well better be me than anyone else or my love ones...really....

so back to basics, i know i made a 3-months thing with myself earlier this year, well..i guess tat one is much of a failure than a commitment, so!! for the sake of my future, i'm starting the same 3-months thing but now i'm stuck to it....wish me luck on this...

and so i found out the last year pic in Indonesia Concert someone's pc earlier on...here it is...

gosh i love my hair tat time, really happening sial...

i was pretty bored at IstanaBudaya so i took this for no reason

i heard tat i'm going to be in melaka again early next month? not again? but at least this one is near to the city itself...

in another note....

i miss bumbum~

i'm sorry i acted up so much this few days...u know i dun mean it...

2nd Time This Happens

2009-06-21T07:51:00.001-07:00

hah! and u guys were expecting jumps..i wonder how to jump when i'm already injured....this is the only picture i took of tat concert itself...

yes...FYI, i din take loads cause of the fact tat is was one mafan show...all i knew is work work work till theres one time, i was jumping onto the stage, and fell...so i got bruises and a sprained wrist this time around...last year, i sprained my leg...

another reason is cause i got so disgusted over how to concert is, the environment is totally different, its not fun but still i enjoyed the music as well....

gosh i hate this show...next year when it comes, i'll sure skip it....

wuts coming up next?

headin to Istana Budaya 2moro for Siti Nurhaliza concert...then off to Melaka maybe?!?!?

...Ekkk!! Wrong!!! i'm Still KL-iens

2009-06-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

slightly after the rave party...i got myself a holiday early..sort of like an after thing holiday after a hard day work...another reason is Evelyn came down to kl for shopping with her fren Jeff, it only one day...so i took the priviledge to accompany her and her fren to go shopping..

and yes...i am very much happy...

although i look wacky a bit

we went to Pavillion & Sg.Wang, i remember all we did was laughing and talking shit with each other till we both can't stop smiling...i mean its so weird, the more i know her then, the more i fell in love, its like, i never thought i can find someone who have so much things in common with me...i know its a bad thing, but try to imagine this, Silly Person+Silly Person talking = things like ; short term memory long, Actualla and jokes about lil lil things....its weird but tat made my day anytime of year...

Pillow Shopping

being a Camwhorer she is she took loads of pic, whereever and whereever, she got so good with it, evrytime she takes a pic, she never looked bad...i wonder~...i mean...i am TOTALLY the opposite...i jus looked cool (AS PPL SAYS)....

Even While in the Car

earlier tat day...i thought of, heck, since i'm taking off days and the weekend itself have nth to do...WUT THE HECK, might as well jus go to Ipoh and spend time with her more...so i did....

its the 1st time i went on a long drive with her, so it was wonderfull also...still we laugh and laugh for no reason and stupidity follows...we went around Ipoh, ate and Paktor around....still is there is never a dull moment...

waking up in the morning

since i saw her doing tat...i thought i'll give it a go as well...

a glasses which i picked up at the rave party, i was laughing like hell when she wears this

on the last day with her, we jus went to walk around Ipoh summo, basically its jus bonding time 2gether, of course i need to work back on monday, i left b4 sunset, and leaving her is one hard thing to do, the 2nd time around....

i mean, being in a long distance relationship is not entirely a new thing to me, at least i learn a ways to cope with it and we both do know this as well, so we try to adjust jus for us to spend more time 2gether....

EVELYN

i never thought tat this would happen on me,
u came from nowhere till u swept me off my feet,
as how much u felt love from me is exactly how i felt when u loved me as well
is this fate?

i wonder wut would happen if u never replied me tat particular day?
will u still know me?
or will we be with each other laughing or walking 2gether..
either way, no matter wuts been happening i'm glad tat i have u..
now...and the day till i got short term memory long
I LOVE YOU and happy 1 month..
...yes..its been 1 wonderfull month with u already...
and yes...i do believe fate got smth to do with it...

i guess, with Evelyn, i am more happier than i am b4, but still can't change the fact tat i'm still Andrew, we talked about our personality and attitude prb....i'll try to change, baby...i'll try...

she came down yesterday, while i was working, she came down secretly to kl jus to surprise me, as how happy as i am, i was shocked when she send me a message saying tat she is in kl already...tat time i was holding a cup of water and it fell....i was shocked and numb, in a very suprised way...although its jus one day, till now i can't stop smiling tat she is willing to travel like this jus to see me....

no...i'm not regretting now, i'm more and more in love with her....

OMFG i'm FLYING!!!!

wuts up next for me u say? Pesta Malam Indonesia @ Bkt Jalil...

ehehehe, jumps anyone???

One Down, Few More to Go

2009-06-13T11:22:00.000-07:00

when i 1st started doing concerts or events, i have a few goals i set for myself..

its not smth big neither its smth small, but its jus tat a set of things i need to do so i can say to ppl tat big word

"BEEN THERE & DONE TAT"

so far...i dun think i've done it all yet, but 2moro...as i step into the Petronas Philharmonic Centre,
i accomplish one of my goals....

oh, let me jus list out the goals tat i'm talking about first....

1. ~~Do the biggest events in Msia~~

2. ~~Do the biggest concert to date~~

3. To be working Everywhere and Everwhere, others states and kl which includes
- ~~Shopping Complex~~
- ~~Stadium~~
- ~~Streets~~
- ~~Government Place~~
- ~~ALL 16 States~~
-Famous Landmarks
- Island (at least 5)
- ~~Weird places~~
- Outta Country (Asia)

4. ~~To be recognized by ppl or company within or outside the country~~

5. ~~to be good at something tat ppl would say ur name when it comes to something big~~

*sniff sniff* after so many years...2moro i can finally stroke out Famous Landmarks....

there are few more goals, but then those goals is the one i forever cannot stroke out

Those Were The Jumping Days

2009-06-13T00:24:00.000-07:00

last time, i used to have loads of times to do jumps...the thing is, i always say to myself to jump whereever i do events....the best thing about it, i use my phone jus to do my jumps...although pic quality is not like DSLRs, but heck, at least jumps makes us look silly jus the way it is....rite now i jus got a few only since my phone got probs all the time, if not, i got hundreds of it already of me jumping evrywhere.....

again...enjoy...

My 1st Ever Jump...

Jumping at Genting

Jumps @ UKM and Tien Hou Temple

AvalonDevil & The Devil Himself

Jumps @ KLConventionCentre

At Penang PISA Stadium with Ah Boon

Latest one at Danga Bay, JB earlier this year

ha...i'm aiming for more jumps this year..u see la...

More Old Pics..

2009-06-11T10:51:00.000-07:00

i swear...and i thought i lost all my pics last time...but then i found out tat wherever i lepak at fren's place...in their laptop/pc...sure have smth about me left...recently i found this few....theres nth much...jus enjoy looking at it...if u don't...let me know....i'll let u know a piece of my mind...hahahaha

after when i 1st got my tattoo

Anugerah Era 06, i look innocent...

back then with hair, i like my hair like this
;

CNY....smth....for MCA

Transit Rave Party, where we both dance till we look like this...

Pic taken above...

jumping days...

Cartoonival

While Followspotting

last but not least, me and Ah Goh

things u should really notice about me then was...
No.1 : My Hair Style (i like changing my style much then)
No.2 : My Look didn't Change
No.3 : I look Innocent and Dumb...

sigh...Those were the days....

Pictures From 2 Days of Freedom

2009-06-06T04:03:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late one...for sure there is not much pics as it is last year one...but hey...still got pics rite??? enjoy....dun puke...i tried my best taking it....

retro-ish...

me with the stage i'm in charge

pics of me on top

this one is for my baby (I DO WEAR SAFETYsss)

smth to chill me off

Frankie (FOH old man)

Fei Low

Ah Weng

done by who u know lo....The Expression Stage (My Stage)

a View from Dj Decks

Markus Schulz

Singaporean DJ

some Tri-Coloured laser effects

the Freedom Stage

To summarise it, its very quick to set it up this time, i think, most probably last time it was at a beach, this time it was at a carpark, cause of my stage is not covered..i got sunburn the 1st day...DAMN KAO wan...i lost my ass picture lol..if not its even serious than the last time one...

all of us crew were staying nearby villa which i might say, its pretty cool place, can fit a few family in it summo there is a pool included outside ur balcony, so i jumped each and every day after work...and its cheap too...i think going there for a holidays isn't a bad idea at all..

as for the party, the environment was a dull one i might say, since one of the main ingredient of a rave party is taken out by the goverment, beer...i think theres an issue about selling beers there which threaten the whole party off...so there was nth happening at all, puking or dizzy-doozy ppl around after party...from wut i think, if this started here, wtv party or music festivals tat happens next, should have the same thing...this could be the end of parties i might say....lets jus hope not....

Dj lineup is not as excited as the ones last year, but still great, highlighting the event was Ferry Corsten, Above&Beyond, Markus Schulz...i din get pics a lot of the djs, cause i was too tired from walking back and forth, its not tat close....besides i was bz eating pizza's all the time since pizza hut is one of the sponsors there...RM 30 for 2 regulars...i remember i kept on buying it few times thruout the nite...

but no matter, its still a great party, though so lil ppl came cause at the same time, there was 3 rave parties going on, ppl might think, why make it all the way to melaka when i can party in KL itself? u know....save the travel a bit, most of my frens are at Mont Kiara instead of mine here...

i'm still happy doing rave party around, the weird thing is, i felt i dun enjoy this time as much as i do b4 all of it...working or not...this time, i dun enjoy it...i guess i'm getting old for rave, or maybe the fact is tat i'm tired thruout the times i'm there...well, look forward for the next big rave, if tat ever happens...

i'm currently blogging from ipoh lol, being close to Evelyn since i took leave for myself as a holiday....i'll blog about it next....

Pavillion Shopping with muh Baby

I Din Know Tagging is Still Alive

2009-06-05T10:03:00.001-07:00

and who says i'm not free to do this eh Steph....actually now only got free time..nth to do..so here goes nth...

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
- cheeks, definately...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- Wonderfull, waking up beside her...

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- well since i'm at Ipoh, with my love one....since she's a alcowhore (alcoholic+camwhore)

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- never, i never get the pleasure of getting spoiled...AT ALL...

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- Kan i'm doing it regularly...?

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- for sure...as usual...same sex best fren usually untrusted...

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- no, if i wanted i'll do it personally...trust me...

8. What does your last text message say ?
- "will confirm with u on tat this coming 26th, no budget ba, 30k enough" FYI : its about work

9. What are you thinking right now ?
- Food, seriously damn hungry...

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- as i'm sitting alone here...yes, but i can understd she's working...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 12am i assume, was tired, from....smth....ehem...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- from an HardSequence event few years back in the club...

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- my bumbum Evelyn...

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
- a working fren

10 person to tag regardless them doing it or not:
1.Angela T
2.Becky L
3. Brenda W
4. Kylie C
5. Ivy C
6. Jenny K
7. Khinko N
8. Claire C
9. Lini
10. Rach T

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
- how the heck i know? i broke up with her...

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
- female of course...

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
- no (sorry man!!) cause both also not their types...

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
- smth about economy i remmeber...at Taylors...

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
- Them who?? so many...

20.Is no.4 single ?
- i assume yes, except she din tell me la...

21. Say something about no.2
- we had memories 2gether at least...

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together
- as a lesbian? TAT WILL BE COOOL...but sure langgar kereta

23. Describe no.9 .
- she is a princess =)

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
- sit in the corner and watch, think of it, if i help it'll get worst...

25. Do you like 8 ?
- no, i did though...

guh...enough said...

bling bling??

2009-06-05T07:29:00.000-07:00

remember few months ago when i was doing a freedom elite rave party at mont kiara? i was backstage and i saw dj buddha's headset which was all bling-blinged...tat was one cool thing to do as not much ppl did the same...i got a dj headset as a present tat came late from a fren...though i'm not a dj....but still i guess having one means great sounds and all in my ears... besides...i guess i cannot afford it anyway as its soooooooooooooooooooo freaking expensive....

so here is wut i done...

Dj Buddha's Headset...

and Mine!!!!

for a guy who knows nth about bling bling...hey...i did a great job ba...rite??? i guess mine is not bling enough...nvm...i'll add smth to it to bling...i haven't even got a bag for ma headset yet..

coming up next, i'll upload freedom rave and a few days out with my bumbum...yes...i'm at Ipoh now...think of it...as a holiday....cause i got dark...

Freedom Rave 09

Sneek-Peak

2009-05-28T00:22:00.001-07:00

heres a lil sum sum on 2 Days of Freedom...

Happy or Not? I'm Leaving KL...

2009-05-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

i kept on thinking on the bed whether i packed enough stuff to go for 10 days at melaka..though i'm very excited about it lol...but still i felt smth missing...probably i'm jus too tired i guess, fact is leaving KL which filled with traffic jam and sorrows is always a thing tat makes me happy a bit...

at least this time, it'll be a lil holiday for me b4 i decide the next big thing...so about packing my stuff..i guess tats about done...2 bags of stuff should be enough...man i'm so going to be burn at A'Famosa...

earlier on i went to pierce my eyebrow (AGAIN U SAY??) yes...for the....if i'm correctly 7th time, this time in a different position as b4...and much deeper...nevertheless, i still love it...

owh well...one thing for sure...u won't see this face for the next 10 days....but hey...i'll take loads of pics and update evryday if i could...i guess i'll be taking pics on heights more this time instead of beach like last year...

and....of course evryday update, then wuts the point i'm having broadband for...ahahha...unless there dun have line la...then i'll burn A'Famosa down....

MELAKA!!!! HERE I COME!!!

I LOVE MALAYSIAN...

2009-05-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

yes..i do...especially when they tends to stop and look at the accidents tat is happening earlier 2day at MRR2 which, i must say, made me stuck in jam for few hours b4 i could come back and blog about it now...

i jus couldn't understd how ppl thinks? let me jus picture the situation ..evryone knows MRR2 rite? the one highway tat goes to Bkt.Jalil or Ampang, this accident happened somewhat near Safari or better known now as Econsave near Pandan Perdana...involving a huge lorry and i-have-no-idea wut...cause tats the idea, ppl tends to stop on the side of the road on a 4 lane road which became 1 when tat happens...i assume its smth serious but still i din see wut happen...i mean...why bother when we can't even help, there are official there to help, why are we so tend to crowd the whole place up?

Rave Party Meh??

i got so furious knowing and seeing wut is happening as i pass by i shouted

"OIII!!! TAK BOLEH TOLONG BALIK RUMAH LA!!! U ORG STUPID KA BONGOK?"

then the uncle tat was nearest to me looked at me and stared... Malaysian Mentality...for god's sake ....dun la jammed up the road jus to see how ppl get injured or wut...THIS IS THE FUCKING reason why ALL THE ROADS are jammed up...cause they were too much stupid ppl who jus stop and stare....IDIOTS!!! but i cooled down knowing tat the newest member of my family jus sit there and welcoming me home...yes...i heart YeaYea (tats the dog's name)....

her face expression tells me " dun la Angry so much"

and i love this girl too...

Mr.&Mrs Short Term Memory Loss

i had a trip to ipoh last weekend, jus to see her and it was wonderfull...oh yes...u know i love u Mrs.ShortTermMemoryLoss

i wonder wut seahorse would think about US talking about them?

a Few Old Memories...

2009-05-14T11:18:00.000-07:00

slightly after the picture, my background, which is a backdrop...fell...

doing a LinkinPark version of me with dyed hair...

working in heights and taking pics while at it...i think i'll do tat again...

sun burn in 6 hours...and i'm looking miserable...

count to think of it..theres a lot of things happening behind pictures taken...i guess i should take pics more often from now on...

After a Few Trial & Error

2009-05-13T09:24:00.000-07:00

AS u can see on the new header of mine, yes...i'm in love with tat Girl...wut so special about her?

she has a personality tat i never seen in a girl b4...
she cared when no one does...
she's the one who sms me in the middle of the day...
she smiles and it felt other is black and white except for her...
she swept me off my feet as we talked for hours and hours till we both slept...

i know theres a few times i tried to stay in a relationship, and i'm plannin to stay this even longer than wut i had b4, i wonder if she could cope with the difficult me? with my working hours? or jus me?

no matter wut...i know my feelings are right...and i'm never letting go...

prior to wut happen recently...it has nth to do with the ex..we broke up b4 this cause of our differences...the ex felt tat coming so she had to say it 1st...as for me...i lost tat feelings for her already long time...its jus tat...i dunno how to end it...

all i can say is...its never to fast or slow in a relationship...its jus a matter of u letting go or not..or...at least tats wut i hold onto all these while...

one things for sure..i am happier than i am b4..

a Lil Bit of ME

2009-05-12T11:06:00.000-07:00

these few days have been good and bad day for me...one things for sure...i'm not as burdened as i broken up with the girl finally...it not tat i dun wan to end it early...i jus don't know how? besides i know how it feels to hurt someone...so i din do anything at all, until she said it...and i said ok...i guess she understd how suffering i am being with her, being the attention she gave is not wut i had in mind...

so i remain single for now though...wut i should do really is focus on working...i have been really out-focused lately and thinking wayyyyyyyyy to much...

i can't wait for Freedom Rave though, i wonder how hard could it be? the one i did last year at Port Dickson, was considered a challenge and a happy time for me...i'm always happy to do Rave Parties...u know wut they say, if u can enjoy it, work on it...hahahaha

MELAKA!! HERE I COME!!!

still got...10 days to go till i turn A'Famosa around and get sunburn for sure...

Pic Session at SunBurst Festival 09

2009-05-10T19:45:00.000-07:00

Take One...

Take Two [wacky]

The Stage We're Handling

Messing With CDJ's

Stage 2 + Crowds

My Stage

Current Family members [minus ah wei (top 3rd from left) who left]

2Day is Not a Good Day

2009-05-09T03:07:00.000-07:00

i celebrate the day i bang ppl's car from the behind...yes...there goes my money as the other person's car only dented a bit...which can only be seen closeup...and mine...is the whole radiator and front bumper needs to be changed...

i learnt a hard lesson 2day to pay attention on the road....wut an expensive lesson this is...

a family picture at SunBurst 09

and wut is with me these few days....i'm so sick of thinkin too much....

For The Past Few Month..

2009-05-08T10:27:00.000-07:00

no....its not like i don't want to update...i can't...i have been so busy lately till the time when i can worry about wuts for dinner is the time i got headache for another show...since the ppl within the company having politics like wut happen in Perak the other day...some left the company, and tat made me do twice the work filling in the position tat has been left empty...i haven't had a good nite sleep every nite and have meetings here and there tat much...count to think of it...it made me feel like i'm doing more than wut i am before....but i'll allow myself a time to adjust to it...

stressfull as ever, i'm fine, still alive and well...although there are many changes in my life..i still can manage to hold on eversince...jus..less kidding around and more to work...

i got myself a new laptop btw, so i'll be very active online as how i used to be....here is some some i did b4 this...

Adidas 60th Anniversary (p/s : i'm wearing Adidas sweater too)

Anugerah Industri Muzik 09

i'll load some pics i took b4 this later on..especially SunBurst ones...

Guess Who??

2009-05-07T09:33:00.000-07:00

yeap...i'm still alive and kicking

Updates la....Why Not??

2009-02-04T03:49:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone...

i know i know...u guys were buzzing me around saying "got new blog like dead blog liddat"..well i'm still holding on...considering how bz i am this whole month since....i guess last month last year...been happening so much till i never see new year and suddenly CNY is at my nose.

CNY has been a no luck for me, pratically wtv things i gamble i lost...lucky i got my bonus to cover if not...i'm broke by now...ahhaha...and i cannot even go on lion dance paparazzi since i'm packed, i only saw them 4 times instead of 15 last year..

..FYI : I LOVE LION DANCE....i don't even know why...i jus love it as how much i love climbing up and down...

prior to wut i posted last time (xmas post)...i'm fine and yet i haven't really recovered very well...all i know i've established tat happy ever after is smth i couldn't hope for anymore...as far as for me being in a relationship, i'm still in pause mode..wtv things happens...happens...but still i'm currently with someone...and no...we have feelings for each other, its jus tat, i haven't learn to let go fully...and she knows it as well...sigh, the life i had to go thru...

work is goin well, keeping me bz all the time, Puteri Gunung Ledang : The Musical is one of my recent project amongst few others...i wasn't on standby at PGL but i manage to catch a preview earlier this afternoon...and i'll say...FOR A MALAYSIAN THEATER ACT....they deserve to be loved, and mind this is their 3rd season...i worked with it the 2nd season...things are the same...the storyline and all, but...this time around, effects and surprises are lots....i recommend to everyone who likes theater to watch this...reallly...REALLLLLLYYYYYY....

after this, i'm doing Rihanna's Concert...and now now....i do have passes....but....u have to call me 1st so i could tell u wuts wut....

owh...and its not like i don't wana post pic...i didn't know blogger is having trouble uploading pics...probably its this pc i'm using in cc....

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......pc in cc.....????

oh well...i'll try uploading pics only later...

in the meantime, really sorry for not updating much...i'll try...seriously....and...hows new year and CNY treating u guys??? my wish for u guys, may u have better times ahead and lived happily as u are...

not like me now....

Just a Greetings

2008-12-25T00:47:00.000-08:00

Happy Holidays Everyone

Merry Xmas & a Happy New Year...

will update u guys with pics later on...rite now i'm too moody to blog...

thought how much i love festivities, this is the worst xmas i had to go thru....

I'll Never Gamble TAT Big

2008-12-02T03:57:00.000-08:00

my boss's son addiction to gambling is coming back again...wuts shocking is, as a person who can earn hundreds thousands in one show can as loan from loan shark jus to gamble...so much till he have to run away from it...and leave the father (my boss) o pay for it... so i heard almost million @.@
i never knew ah long is different already, they all wear shirts and slack to collect money earlier...and i thought i'll be hitting ppl 2day....cheh...

lucky i dun have tat kinda addiction, i only play small small...but yesterday i kena slaughter by 3 old mens....there goes my money...

Anoher Week

2008-11-30T04:45:00.000-08:00

just finished Malaysian Film Fesival Awards..and it seems like theres more to come...

been soning for days eventhough i didn't know wuts wut...i think i got a lot of things to think about before hand...

pfffffttttt....prior to wut happened recently, last week exactly, i tried to renew my road tax and insurance, but then again, i been blacklised for not paying a fine which i never kena b4 and with me driving an unknown ppl's car...i remember thruout tat year, i never drove anyone's car, neither an unknown ppl's car...and the think it, it was 3 years ago...now they have 2 chances to notify me about this, once when i change from 'P' to the real wan, then another time was when i bought my new car...why wouldn' they notify me then?

cause of this thing, they expect me to pay rm1800 for a stupid saman which i never kena...luckily i have a uncle which can kao tim for me...

at least, i give face to no one when i went to police sation to clear this out, i scold till they ask me to step away or they have to arrest me...

well..it doesn't matter where i go or where i do, theres no one to care for me anymore already...

and almost everyone knows wut happen....i still can't stop thinkin about her....

News Flash

2008-11-25T17:54:00.000-08:00

its been pretty crazy over the past..un-blogging days...

things i don't wana happened has been happening, problems keep on chasing me, my health and wut not...but hey, i'm still alive...and i'm goin to start fresh...

things like this make me realise how much i am not and wut i am suppose to be but i didn't.....

does tat make any sense???

anyway, i never did do right things no matter how much i wanted it to be, i screw up when i don't even know about it, and now i regret tat i didn't pay much attention to it...i swear i did smth to change....but...my effort hasn't been noticed....

other than tat, i'm fine, things has been pretty bz, so at least smth keeps me bz instead of being all moody, and yes...i have mood swings all of the sudden...

here is some pics on wut i did recently...Freedom Elite Rave

from the front b4 the show

the entrance

some random nice pic i took

from the side

GrandMaser LCK on deck

Dj Bink vs Dj Inquisitive

Dj Buddha [Bangkok Invaders]

Dj Buddha's Headset...blink blink~

the crowd

Dj Scot Project

jus in case u din notice, i took all this with my new N78....hhahahahah

doing FFM 08 this week, so i'll be here.....all the time....